Better In Time

SETTLE DOWN

2011-01-21T20:07:00.003+08:00

I know many of you think at my age, 22 this year...its too early to settle down! I mean couples definitely have their ups & downs right? Its just how UP and how DOWN are your arguments..Things don’t always work out as planned and in the midst of confusion, you guys will often wonder how things could ever be right again. But life has a way of working out, sometimes better than we could ever imagine!

I've always hoped for the best since young leh, good thing or bad thing you guys decide. There are pros and cons laaaaa I hate worrying it bloody hell annoys me, though its like I am sibei irresponsible liddis......

So now I've found a man who allows me to be who I am, with the fact of accepting I dont like to WORK

People are always talking about how hard it is to find a good man, but these days it’s hard to even find a good person. It’s so hard to even find a person to talk to can...someone who will just listen and not judge, someone who will just take you as you are.

Sometimes life can be really just !*&#^*!#$ (Go on and add in all the vulgarities) But when you find that person just so perfect for you, life's just so beautiful ya? You come home to him and just laying next to him feels good even if you owe the bank like $$83264928347 or you got fired or like you found out your parents cheated on each other OK LA JUST KIDDING but just damn shiok la ok!!

I FOUND LOR!!!! XIE TIAN XIE DI ^^

He showers me with so much love and pampers me crazy too...
Doesnt tell me what to do, like 'you have to change this and that' unlike my other relationships
Lets me behave my age when he's like 10years older
Has taught me alot of things I never knew or was stubborn about!
Totally 101% understands me
My parents mad love him
Many more lah!

Now we have to wait for Klh to propose WEEEEEEEEEEEE~

Ok la bye enough of the LURVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Ciao ~!

HAPPY

2011-01-12T13:55:00.003+08:00

I'm a happy girlllll~

Coz I just sorta like got a sponsor/advertorial !! Nothing big lah but its still eyelashes and best of all, This woman is good in what she does.

So people go do it asap!! CNY's around the corner right...Reason to look CHIOER!!

Call her to make an appointment cos shes quite pack till CNY :)

Oh yes she does facials too. Ranging from $48 - $148 Depending on what kind of treatment you want... For me personally I've never been to a facial because I think god has blessed me with quite good skin!

Always read other bloggers about their skin & beauty regime and I'm like 'WAH SO MANY??'

I just use a facial cleanser from Garnier (The one that can remove makeup too) thats all leh. Maybe sometimes just Garnier's whitening mask.

Sleeps very important lah!

Hate those people who says sleeping's a waste of time! Yah then imagine while they talking to you with their face full of zits or yellow & not supposed to look like 40yearsold telling you 'SLEEPING IS A WASTE OF TIME LOR'

YUCK PLEASE

Ok la but if you have sensitive skin then you really should go skin doctor coz they know best :)

Ok once again for the addressssssssssss

Blk 505 Bishan St 11 #01-430 Singapore 570505
Tel: 63529373
If you guys mention that you're Crystal's friend you enjoy a 10% discount!

LASHES

2011-01-08T16:22:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging about my eyelash extensions today!!

You know I've been to quite a few shops & done eyelash extensions a few times...Never really liked their end product though! I know there's like different kinds, 'natural', 'beautiful' or like 'barbie' if you want the super drama mama kind... I'm gona try those next!

So the other day my mum called me & told me her friends introduced her to this woman who has been in this line for about 30years and how amazing & professional she was and that all her customers are usually taitais LOL

Then my mum went to try it out & it was really good leh! Obviously after that I booked an appointment with the lady and tahdahhhhhhhh So prettty lehhhhh ^^

Almost a week already & still very nicely in tact after all the removing of makeup + washing of face!

I'm absolutely amazed bcoz I am a very very very chor lor (Rough) person & I wont go take care of my lashes like 'Oh you can wash your face or rub too hard when you have it on'

I just wash whenever I feel like, spam my eyecream & rub my eyes normally....

So for it to remain a week still so nice is like so damn good already?

Oh yes my mum takes care of hers very well & it has been 3 weeks already still in damn good condition lah!

Super cool I think the lady has like magic glue or somethinggg

I dont need any makeup anymore!!! Juz coloured contacts!! I can go club like this man serious

Those who want the address of this place please email me coz I need 10 replies in order for you guys to have special discount kkkk!

Luv you all <3>

UPDATE : OK HERE'S THE ADDRESS!!
Blk 505 Bishan St 11 #01-430 Singapore 570505
Tel: 63529373
If you guys mention that you're Crystal's friend you enjoy a 10% discount!
Her original price is $70 so you readers get it for $63 only!!
SUPA WORTH IT FOR LASHES THAT ARE LASTINGGGG AND SOOOOO SOFT

15 THINGS TO MAKE YOUR PARENTS THINK YOU'RE INSANE!!

2011-01-04T03:22:00.001+08:00

1. Follow them around the house everywhere.
2. Moo when they say your name.
3. Run into walls.
4. Say that wearing clothes is against your religion.
5. Stand over them at four in the morning with a huge grin on your face and say, good morning sunshine
6. Pluck someone's hair out and yell, "DNA"
7. Wear a sticker that says, "I’m a retard"
8. Have 20 imaginary friends that you talk to all the time.
9. In public yell, "No Mom/Dad, I will not make out with you!!"
10. Do what they actually tell you.
11. Jump off the roof, trying to fly.
12. Hold their hand and whisper to them, I see dead people.
13. At everything they say yell, Liar.
14. Try to swim in the floor.
15. Tap on their door all night.

1/1/2011

2011-01-04T02:58:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 31ST TO KLH! Couldnt surprise him properly because I stay with him, sleep with him, wake up with him like everyday?
How to surprise!
So all I could do is count on Cherie to get the cake and help plan!
Usually people celebrate their birthdays after 12am right? But I didnt, made klh have the thinking I'm really not doing anything....Since his birthday falls on the same day as NY's, We headed to Nana but he had no celebration

Next day headed to our every once a year lunch with childhood friends, where we catch up about everything & anything!
Then at 11pm headed to Nana where the surprise begins! Surprised him just at before 12am on the 1st. Totally unexpected ^^
Will never forget the expression on klh's face man! Like O.O then O.O?? then :D!!

Pictures on my fb!
Many luvvvvvvvvv~ Baiii~

BTB (BACK TO BLOGGING)

2010-12-29T23:58:00.002+08:00

Back to bloggginggggggggggg~ Happy or not? I should share my joys & happenings with you guys right! :)

Lets track back to I think September? Where klh went to hk tgth will ahbin YES WITHOUT ME >:[ He got lotsa stuffs for me, from my one & only favourite Y-3!!!!
Its not pronounced as Y THREE ok. Its Y DASH THREE ^^ Here are some pictures!!

Surprised me with a Prada too....Even though he hated it when we at Ion's outlet. HK MUCH CHEAPER!!! Shhhhh!! :)

So whatever pictures I have here, arent necessarily all uploaded in fb. Cuz no point right, I upload my pictures in fb then my blog exactly same pictures....JUZ WITH WORDS. My fb is usually tagged pictures lah, I seldom upload pictures... :p

Anyway I have started my blogshop alr!! Sorry for the 2 months of preparing BUT I AM BACK.

Support http://clshvente.livejournal.com KKKK!
Luv luv <3

OKAY

2010-09-25T10:24:00.000+08:00

As you all know, I am officially doing nothing with my life at age 21. I'm kinda luvin it actually? Who doesn't wana enjoy everyday right? :)
Lemme just summarize my life for you now... EAT SLEEP DRINK SMOKE SHOP LAUGH (all very exaggerated) Great? :D

I feel so fortunate to have everyone around me now, not controlling me in whatever I wana do, always supportive & non judgmental. Okay maybe they do judge me lah I don't wana know!! Ignorance is blisss blisss blisss right?

But in October I'll be starting my own bizzzzz so u all must support 好不好!

YES?

2010-09-06T17:02:00.002+08:00

Theres only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you cant handle the disappointment anymore. When things change, people change, and it doesn’t mean you forget the past, it simply means you try to move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, it means accepting the things that werent meant to be. Theres a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything, but its not giving up. You’ve got to do what’s right for you even if it hurts. I’ve come to realize that in the end, Everyones turned out to be the person they’d swore they’d never be.

PRADAAAA

2010-09-04T17:29:00.003+08:00

Heeheehee Pictures of my Prada wallet bought from Hk!

Went to Prada Sg last night & they're not selling this design
Be jealouss!!!

Isnt it beautiful?

Its like a little baby You just wana sleep with it & protect it from all the dust & dirt & society's sacarsm

IPADDDDDD

2010-08-29T17:55:00.002+08:00

Yayyyyyy having my favourite Marutama ramen at The Central :D :D Finally curbed my cravings kekekeke

Oh and by the way, I'm blogging with a iPad now it's freaking G I'm gona steal it home for a few days ^^

This week has been kkkrazy with the boyzzzz
They brighten up my day nevertheless and I hope we don't have any problems ever.....
If u boyzzz are reading.......

1....2....3....YT!!!!!! Hahahahaha

Ok la next up for my cravings...... TAU HUAY!!!!!!!
It's monday tmr, time to snap back to realityyyy
Love u all readers

^^

2010-08-26T00:02:00.001+08:00

Dinner @ Prego on Monday with Bin, Klh, Cherie & Gm was fabulous...... Food was fantastic too, I ate A-L-O-T for your info.
Hkc after that where we had millions of donuts then Nana, where obviously I got drunk and KO-ed again.
Sometimes I really heart Klh for alwayssssss bringing me home no matter what
No wonder he always strike 4d hor, Good Heart :)

I wonder when we visiting Prego again??? After satisfying my ramen craving la!!

Have you ever loved someone so much that you thought that a simple mistake couldn’t hurt at all? A simple decision that was after all, stupid, wouldn’t affect your relationship at all. Because you thought he loved you, he couldn’t stop loving you, and he wouldn’t, because he would forgive you, no matter what. Well, we all make mistakes right? Guess my mistake from the beginning was to believe, that you loved me enough to forgive me no matter what... I was, without doubt, beyond wrong...

香港第二&三天

2010-08-21T10:14:00.001+08:00

I cant speak cantonese neither can I understand for nuts, Lucky for klh and my mum if not I wont be able to shop freely...But its not that bad lah, girls here can speak not bad english.

I'm up early this morning..Last night KO-ed Have been quite awhile ever since I really KO. (Dont talk about when I'm drunk la) ;P

best best best车仔面 located opposite times square!!

Off to Mongkokkkk My fav fav place I'm obsessed with pretty salesgirls there

Maybe I migrate there I'll start to look like them??

LOL

Thats not all our denim shorts, Many more in bags

Super chio & mini, Just buy only!!!

Plus its friggin CHEAPPPPPPP CHIP CHIP BIRDY

Day3 was Macau!
Macau Towers, Sightseeing, Eggtarts,Casino, Wanton Mee, Sacred Places etc....We spent the day VERY fruitfully Thats why i ended up KO-ing :)

I hated Macau Towers I tell you.... I couldnt even feel my feet and your little children can be runnning around???

My fear of heights have officially became worst!

love this shot! all of us laughing at Mummy

500$ worth of clothes. Alot ya?

QUICK POST

2010-08-20T01:48:00.002+08:00

I didnt have a good nights sleep on my 1st night!! I dont know why! Have you ever felt like somethings bothering you but when you think harder you realise there's nothing??

Thats exactly how Ive been feeling lately and it sucks because I seriously have no problems and believe in being Happy-Go-Lucky!!!
:(

Anyhoooooo Klh arrived this morning!!! Before that had breakfast with my 2 girls ^^ Spread was not bad!
Went to TimesSquare, I bought a agnes b high cut sneakers!!!!!! Fucking happy like I did one million jumping jacks in my head when I walked out of the shop WAHAHAHA

After that was Mongkokkkk!!! Wah me and Cherie went kkkkrazy, Poor klh had to be our bellboy carrying our stuffs Awwwww right

I'm freakin dead tired now gona KO and when I'm awake its macau time!!

Updates with peeks tmr kkkk

香港第一天

2010-08-19T00:47:00.005+08:00

Hellozzzzzzzz I'm on another holiday!!! KAN GGGGGG ;D

Blogging with my mask onnnnnnnnn

Here with Mommeh & Cherie AGAIN for the 9273y493847th time! Our flight was at 8am so we had to check in around 6am...Didnt sleep the whole night cuz I was out drinking...Had quite abit, went on flight drunk as usual........And you know when youre high you tend to want more alcohol, Mmmmm on board I ordered glass of white wine

First thing we did when we touched down CHIONG to the wanton mee stall..Oh. my. tian. We always have it every morning whenever we're here! Its opposite HMV at tsim sha tsui if you guys are familiar with hk!

Something me loveeeeeee about Marco Polo is their toilets!! I'm always anal about hotel toilets, I myself dont know why.... I just think it should be comfortable + Spacious

HAHAHA!!

We had late late dinner at Speghatti House just down the road from Marco Polo...Never liked Western/Italian food so I ate to like just fill my tummy up!

Yay Klh finally decided to fly over!!!!!! And he's arriving tomorrow morning!!

Then we'll be at Mongkok the whole day I can freaking shop....UNTIL I DROP!!

Then he will tell me 'You come out with your phone isit?' Bcos I have this habit of just checking twitter or like facebook
I bet many of you out there do that too...
YAY I CAN EAT AND GROW FAT!!!!!!

My mask is like super tight now, Gona wash it off and sleep and look G for tomorrow !!!

Heehee!

XOXO Peopleeeeee

Job!!!!!!! LESS

2010-08-16T04:47:00.002+08:00

Ok I'm like jobless again (Dont ask me why!!), Sooooo I'll be updating more often.

You know I always know I'm screwing my life up but I just go ahead and do it Even when i know the consequences are in my head or like right in front of my face.
People tell me 'You gona regret' but I always think like if i havent done it how am I gona regret??
Life quite fed up one ah >:( Is it like wrong whenever I hope for the best???

Ok la now I have to find job liao.......... Wheres my carefree life? TAMADE OK. TAMADE.

Should I like open a blogshop......!!!?????
Should I go on a holiday alone???!!!!
Should I this Should I that?!?!?!??!
Ki siao liao Gona spam my taiwan variety shows

BANGKOK FOR YOUUU DAY 2 & 3

2010-08-08T01:56:00.005+08:00

On the 2nd day we visited Mbk! And I went crazy over all the different BB casings........I saw this friggin diamonte backing for my white bb leh!!!!
Its sibei the chio, price also sibei chio.
I didnt buy la :'(

Fatty wore his bedroom slippers because he didnt bring slippers LOL

A changing room for you? Thailand styleee~

Ate alot of junk Sweet, Sour, Oily, Unhealthy.....Back to sg I'm gona fucking GYM...Shitass swear!!

Beef noodles here KAN G!!!!!!!!!!! Shopping here too!!!! Cheaaaap chip like a bird. Hahahaha I dont want to leave here can?

Day 3 Chaktuchakkkkkkkkkk All time favouriteeee I went crazy buying bcos klh was like "you better buy now later Idk how to find this shop you know" SO JUST BUY ONLYYY MACHIAM FREEEE

Only part I hate is the friggin bargaining.......Klh best I tell you Gangster enough!

We didnt get to do mani+pedi cos the shop closes at like 8pm....Who closes at 8pm?! Business too good ah....

I'm leaving tmr early afternoooon I'm gona do some last minute shopping then back to Sg = WORK EVERY SINGLE DAY

More pictures on my fbbbb :)

Love u all! Whoever that still visits! xoxo

HMMMMMMMM?

2010-08-08T00:55:00.002+08:00

I need someone who won’t give up on me.

Sometimes we waste our words and we waste our moments, and we don’t take the time to say the things that are in our hearts when we have the chance.“— Clay Evans

And in some way, I recognize that I will never be fully over you, and that part of me will always love you. But most of me understands that this doesn’t work, and I need to move on to be happy.

The hardest part is waking up in the morning and remembering what you had been trying so hard to forget the night before.

And if I’ve learnt one thing in my life, it’s that the people who can’t love you for who you are, don’t deserve to ever be with you at all.

If you have to try and convince yourself that you don’t care about someone, you probably care about them more than you realize it.

We all know
Deb: How did we become so broken?
Keith: We fell in love, and at some point, the people we love forgot to love us back.

Sometimes we can fall in love with someone for all the wrong reasons, and still love them even after all the heartache because most of the time, we can’t pick who we love. And even though we know we shouldn’t love them, we do and always will, because there are just some people in our lives who will get to us for reasons we can’t explain, even when they shouldn’t.

A dream is a wish your heart makes when you’re fast asleep. In dreams you will lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep. Have faith in your dreams, and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dreams that you wish will come true. “— Cinderella

There hasn’t been one day since you left where I haven’t fought the overwhelming urge to put you back into my life.

It’s funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love when deep in your hearts, we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception.

Love is not an equation, it is not a contract, and it is not a happy ending. Love is the slate under the chalk, the ground that buildings rise, and the oxygen in the air. It is the place you come back to, no matter where you’re headed.“— Jodi Picoult

Spongebob: What do you normally do when I'm gone?
Patrick: Wait for you to get back.

Its sweet when someone knows every single detail about you, not because you constantly remind them, Its because they pay attention

It’s hard to get over people, and I mean really get over them. You can start having feelings for some other person, but it doesn’t mean you’re over them. It just means you’re moving on.

You saved me in every way a person could be saved.
“—Titanic

What if prince charming never showed up? Would Snow White have slept in that glass coffin forever? Or would she have eventually woke up, spit out the apple, gotten a job, a health care package and a baby from her local neighborhood sperm bank? I couldn’t help but wonder… inside every confident, driven, single woman, is there a delicate, fragile princess just waiting to be saved?
“—Sex and the City

Let’s run away to a place where the air tastes like rain and the sun shines like Sunday morning. You bring your laugh and I’ll bring my sense of humor, and we can taste the days, one week after another.

That was the thing; you never got used to it. You never got used to the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think you’ve accepted it, someone points it out to you and it’d hit you all over again.

BANGKOK FOR YOUUU

2010-08-06T01:18:00.003+08:00

Yipeeeee Just got back from a Fruit marathon. Those road side stalls are freakin G ok

Some pictures for u guyssss

Buckled up in my G starrrrr babyyyy :D

Spot the smoked salmon?

Imitating the fatty sleep

I was tryna show the pants we changed into

Ohamgee, after dinner we wanted to do foot reflexology...But after it ended everyone was super reluctant to leave to we threw in the full body massage! Its so good I'm gona visit them everyday ;p

BKK

2010-08-06T01:13:00.003+08:00

Greetings from bkk! I just arrived and immediately set up my 'corner' for blogging... I cant wait for massageeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee + dinner :D

xoxo,

latest addition to my shoemily

BIG GIRLS DONT CRY

2010-05-25T06:01:00.000+08:00

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity

DA DA DA DAAAAA

2010-05-19T02:32:00.003+08:00

Why am I always the wrong one?
When I try, and even if I don’t. What if I were never there?
I’m sorry I have no one to talk to. I’m sorry you have me. I guess its not enough; I don’t believe it ever will be because you make it out to be like it is, but then, actions speak louder than words. I guess it’s not enough. And it comes time for me to say, what else do you want from me? Cause I’ve always been the one you ran to and I listened; then I open my mouth to speak, and its nothing to you.
Everyone does this; I’m waiting for someone not to. I’m not even asking for it.

I sometimes wish I could talk to you with out having feelings come back. I try to avoid you, sometimes think you are the worst person for me. But you are a drug, and I'm fully addicted.

I finally understand what true love means after such a long time…it means that you care for another person’s happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be

P.S: I'm sorry bout this emo entry, its just nights like these when I cant sleep cos I'm wondering too much, when I have no one to talk to :( I'll be fine when I wake up!

<3 <3 <3

ME IS HAPPY GIRL NOW OK

2010-05-19T01:49:00.003+08:00

Yipee Im sucha happy girl now.. With 22 spending more time with me, So greatful I dont dare to wish or hope for more. I'm done with wishing and hoping already. Fml right whatever

I often ask myself why life is sometimes so full of pain. then i think Well, without pain, would we learn how to appreciate happiness? Would people learn from their mistakes? Would people learn how to pick themselves up after they fall? Sometimes pain is the best teacher and through the pain, we learn how to show kindness to others.

&& In order to be happy you have to accept that at times, you will be sad and not let that bother you

Works good.
My positive attitude is going fine.
Just that I cant understand why I'm so broke everytime!!

CLICKITY

2010-05-12T13:17:00.000+08:00

At work naooo, children are having nap time. Amazingly all are exceptionally good today therefore I have extra extra time. When I say extra means I can fb & tweet but when I say extra extra means I alr tweeted and fb but I still have nth to do. :)

Found a new job, school house by the bay @ mountbatten rd. Its far shit from my home but I have loving parents who are willing to send me & pick me up from work everyday. 1-5pm everyday shiok or what? Haha

Sunday was iron man 2 with 22. Disappointing!! Before tt had a gd meal at CSC with his fam for mum's day. A fruitful weekend.

Oh yes yesterday I was conducting class suddenly the school announced there's a fire drill. Fml. Had to scream and shout at them while they just sit there and look at you with no reaction. How great are my 3yr olds? Lol

Alrighty gtg nap times almost over,
Gambate crystal liew!

RANDOM 5

2010-04-22T00:22:00.002+08:00

BROKE

2010-04-21T11:21:00.004+08:00

Eeeeee i have to visit the salon again!!!!!!
My hair is so long its irritating the fuck out of me whenever i do anything,
When i sleep it will like go around my neck and all over my face, when I'm at a coffeeshop eating I have to tie it up or it'll get into my food and in my mouth, I use like so much shampoo whenever I shower... Can you imagine how much conditioner I use? You will never ever ever believe....
Worst thing, My room's floor is flooded with my hair + Cheries hair.
IMAGINE!

You know when you're poor, and running low on cash...Everything starts to run out. Your clothes bore the fuck outta you, you nail polishes colours are too limited, your bb cover is cui ttm, your hair needs treatment badly, you want to relax and spa your life away.........SEEE Just like me now, I need to get my shu uemura liquid eyeliner refill, eyelash glue and my super precious grey clinique eyeliner. NO MORE LIAO...SIMI RIGHT
Everyday I live with disgusting maybelline CONFIRM SMUDGE black eyeliner.
TSK

P.S : I have been happier and am on the brighter side of life for all you those out there who is concerned or still reading this blog....... :)

DEAD

2010-04-07T14:47:00.002+08:00

This blog can pass off as a dead website already la.
I wonder if anyone still visits me here! I know for what right....
Haha

Sooooooo life has been sucky without the love of your life but what to do? If we're meant to be we'll definitely be meant to be. Takes two hands to clap doesnt it. I've learnt so much after this break up la. Though I dont look like I care about life anymore. I'm picking up my pieces, slowly, take my own sweet time ok?

Ok enough about relationships hao bu haooooooo?

Have been gg to Nana everyday, Topshell there rocks my socks. HAHA
I need to start my non negotiable gym routine liao....
Start doing crunches everyday since Im so afraid of sleeping already
Okthxbye

MOONWALK

2010-03-12T18:47:00.002+08:00

Hoiiii in dad's car otw to dinner! Using his iPhone to bloggg :)
I keep pressing backspace damn pekcek hao bu hao!!

Hungryyy can't wait to havePeking duck! ;p

ok la hate iPhone baiiii ~

Give me a reason

2010-03-04T14:16:00.000+08:00

Its napping time for my kindies, and they're making me want to fall asleep also! Shiok to be freaking 5yrs old. Really.

Sigh its been 15 days, I still am lost. I am sure of what I want already. Or rather need.
I still pray to god everytime I think about us.
Big sigh big sigh
Love is a big word man, now I know... Love is a goddamn big word.
I still am sorry, and I will be like forever.
I don't need you to forget, just forgive you know?

I still come to work everyday,trying to occupy myself with everything and anything..
Super fml.
I am a loser holding on to what's no more there
Major loser I know

OH WELL

2010-03-02T08:57:00.002+08:00

“ If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart.. i’ll always be with you.
-Winnie the Pooh

“Now I don’t like using words like forever, but I will love you til the end of the day. And in the morning when I remember everything that you are, I know I’ll fall for you all over again.”
Unknown

“Forget your personal tragedy. We are all bitched from the start and you especially have to be hurt like hell before you can write seriously. But when you get the damned hurt, use it-don’t cheat with it.”
Ernest Hemingway

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
Bob Marley

"When you love someone, you’ll do anything you can to keep them with you. Unfortunately, there is also a point when you have to step back and say that it’s time to let go."
— Jodi Piccoult, “my sister’s keeper”

SQUARE ONE

2010-02-22T04:10:00.002+08:00

Just when I decided to really let go, and accept the fact you're never gona come back...You had to do this.
You had to tell me you love and miss me.
Why?
Now I'm back to square one, back to where I hated myself. So much.
Stop playing with my god damn mind for fucks sake. It isnt fun at all.
You're not the person I used to know anymore....

You're so selfish.
And I will not fall for your games anymore.

If I ever get over this, I will be a stronger person.
And I will have to thank you.

And yes, KARMA really bites.
Fucking hell.

BEEN SO LONG

2010-02-09T00:37:00.003+08:00

Have been sooooo busy recently!

Because why? I found a job!!!!

Heeheeheeheehee

I enjoy it somehow....Of cos the waking up gets on my nerves every day but I go to school to see my children everyday and hope they make it better.

Most of the time they dont...

-.-

Childcare teacher isnt as bad as those office jobs or sales, where theres a target to meet or time passes slowly, or even worse the colleagues who are annoying as hell.

Hope I stay long in this job!

A few pictures from my cousin's birthday

P.S : I snipped of my fringe! Any comments? :)

:( :( :(

2010-01-18T06:42:00.003+08:00

Papi doesnt believe me leh howwwwwwwwww
Have been trying to psycho him to sponsor my VERY REASONABLE school fees
He says he 'doesnt have money to waste'
SO SO BAD HOR!
I dont want to work leh....................................................................
Now only god can help me liao

I wonder if anyones still reading this blog leh, intending to do like a daily but not so daily posts about me and my closet full of O-M-Gs
You know why!
Because 22 and I were arguing as usual the other day, I think we were arguing about me still shopping even though I'm doing nothing everyday....So many nice clothes also not many friends to go out with, or maybe I only go drinking and those are people dont appreciate my sky high booties or frilly blouses >:(
SO HOR
I'm going to have a whole lot of pictures here so be excited ok!!!
;D ;D ;D

IF ONLY

2010-01-15T05:48:00.001+08:00

Every girl needs a man; the kind that will treat you right as well as others; the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others; the one that will change for you to just be with you.
The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already, the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover, the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep.
The kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy.
The kind that will defend and fight for you, the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering.
The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one.” The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re small gestures.
The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday.
The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget.
The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down, the kind that tells you to be strong and not to cry,
the kind that will go through think and thin with, and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are.

That kind of man, that’s the kind you keep.

LETS TALK ABOUT IT

2010-01-13T19:26:00.002+08:00

Somewhere in the middle of everyone hating everyone and
copying each other for attention and
trying to make something pretty just to get loved
we actually said something to each other

We are all lonely and scared
We all have problems,
big ones.
We all love someone
way too fucking much.

Lets talk about it.

SPA

2010-01-11T19:34:00.005+08:00

Okay okay, Its been ages since I've logged in to blogger...
Just imagine how busy I am doing, Nothing! N.O.T.H.I.N.G
Recently been having a bubble tea craving spree like never ending, I've been drinking for like what? A week?
Imagine all the sugar? Ohwelll. Exercise. In. My. Dreams

Ok so Friday Mummy and I were at Spa Botanica Sentosa...Remember my lucky draw? Just in time when I'm craving for a good massage.....OMFG I squealed the whole time I was in the car on the way...I was imagining Bintan!!! Zomg I really miss that place

So we arrived and the staff were super like enthu and polite. Filled up forms of like where would you like to focus tension on, medical history etc etc.... Served us peppermint tea It tasted like shit I went to the toilet immediately to spit it out leaving my mouth like minty Eeew

We got the VIP room, The total bill would've cost freaking 765SGD hao bu hao!
I.almost.died.on.the.spot cos in Bintan its only like 300SGD per couple?!?!

First was the dry whole body massage,

Then the flower bath, Omg Lulu B was like 'Come take picture! Here here here'

And fyi we were freaking naked....Literally.

Our Complimentary Lunch

*Yums

Will definitely go back ok!!! OMG

RANDOM 4

2009-12-25T23:37:00.003+08:00

OMGWTFBBQ

2009-12-25T23:11:00.003+08:00

I just reformated my lappie and upgraded the ram(?) to speed up loading etc....
Ok I'm a total technology nerd, whatever it is I love my lappie naoooooo...!

So while transferring everything back from the hard drive I was browsing thru pictures, random notes etc to delete and I found this!

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your marriage
How will you choose your Mr Right?
No matter how many men you have beating a path to your front door, when it comes to picking Mr Right, you'll listen to your parents. Not only will you become weary of all your suitors, deep down you don't quite trust your own judgment.

Who will be your future Mr Right?
Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you.
When will you get married?

As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.

What sort of wife will you be?
You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?
You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?
Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.

How loyal are you?
You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

OMGWTFBBQ ok!! Damn amazing I cant remember the application I did this!
I think its from fb if I'm not wronggggggg

XMAS EVE

2009-12-24T04:44:00.002+08:00

Its xmas eve, and I'm bloody broke :(
How great is that?

I want to shop online so badly,
Those shoesssssss goddamnit.

Please god let me strike 4D one time leh
What does it take for me to strike 4d man?!!?!
Be a good girl, stop cursing, be nice to weird people, have a good heart ah?
I will try ok, No promises...
:P

JINGLE BELL ROCK

2009-12-17T04:21:00.003+08:00

Yay sold 3 outta 5 items....Means I still have people reading my blog, feels like nobody comes here anymore!
I'm going to start blogging again ok? And also....Sell more stuffffff!

Yesterday was super retarded, I was at Boobs place pouring out my heart and soul while she talked me round, had me back right on track. Awwwwwww I love her lah......
Then her mum came in the room and told us she bought a christmas karoke cd cos we're gona have a party at her placeeeeee!! Teeeeheeee so we started singing all the songs and dancing, switched off all the lights and boogie to the disco ball!
Cant wait for christmasssssssss

CAN YOU IMAGINE THE AMOUNT OF BOOOOOZE?

SUPPORT SUPPORT

2009-12-08T17:21:00.002+08:00

Me and Cherie are selling some of my clothes, Half of my clothes in this cupboard are only worn twice!
Please buyyyyyyyyy its damn cheap ok! And I promise you all that it is definitely very new!!
;D

There will be much much moreeeeeeeeeeeee if there is good response.
But seems like nobody will buy leh ;(

Selling Post!

2009-12-08T00:28:00.005+08:00

x No dead buyers

x We will not be responsible for lost mail

x No refunds/returns

x Leave a comment here & email to cherry-sweet@hotmail.com

x Transfer to POSB Savings 228-24779-0

F21 Navy 'Heritage' Polo Dress

Size S

$20
SOLD

F21 Dress

Size M

Good material!

Bought for 20+ USD

Worn once only!

$30

F21 Pink Flowery Dress

Size M

$18
SOLD

Grey Zara Tunic

Size M

Brand new w/o tag

$18

M)phosis Black Satin Jumpsuit

Size M

$12
PENDING

Pink F21 Tunic

Size S

Worn twice!

$15

Please supporttttt thx!

BURFIDAYIEEEEEEEEEEE

2009-11-09T01:21:00.002+08:00

Yayyyy My birthday is almost hereeeeee
Who wana get louboutins for meeeeeeee?
;D

This years just gona be a simple barbeque with family and friends.....
No drinking ok!!! Arigatou gouzaimazzzzzzzzz
Hahahaha

2 years of freaking lazing around already woooooo
Anyone jealous?
Haha

RANDOM 3

2009-10-26T01:45:00.001+08:00

<3 JIGSAW PUZZLES

2009-10-20T08:03:00.005+08:00

For those of you who have my fb, or those who check my pageee, will all know I'm really crazy over jigsaw puzzles now, or rather again.

Was addicted once when I was younger, stopped bcos daddy always said he would get cheaper frames for me and Cherie....But he didnt so after a point of time we stopped...

But owell now we have our own ways of getting cheaper frames, like me driving to wherever to get them...Mustafa or smth would be good. ;)

FORTUNE TELLING

2009-10-15T02:41:00.001+08:00

Heyyoo everybody!! I'm currently blogging from my bb!!
Heehee ;)
okay I just got back from KL with 22 and my parents.
Didn't buy much,found a pair of leggings in KL topshop... Have never seen it in SG!! Hope they don't sell them hereeee if not everyone would be wearing it!
;(

So I've been talking about this fortune teller to everyone, apparently its my family & relatives new HOT TOPIC!!
Those who know me would know I hardly believe in all these eye rolling feng shui masters or fortune tellers who are so goddamn fake like -.-
But this woman!!! She amazed me, my jaw dropped to the ground when she told me abt my own character just by knowing my birth date and time of birth!
Its just unbelievable and amazing!!
Sibei zhun lor!!

What made me believe more is that she can tell you about someone even without seeing him or her, for eg my dad didn't go so we just gave the particulars and she said exactly what my dad's character is!!
So we asked for help in whatever we needed for eg, I need a freaking job but she says 'oh for you 18 to 23 you have a lazy bone' which is like so damn true lor?! she said smth bout 23 then i'll finally find a job.

NABEI HOW SHE KNOW I'M NOT WORKING NOW AH?!
WTFFFFFFFFFF

Alrighty time for dinner....Blog again when I have smth interesting to share!
Love you all. ;D

LUCKY DRAWS ARE REAL!!

2009-09-28T06:15:00.001+08:00

Hello I know I havent been updating this blog. Will be updating it more often during these 2 weeks since 22's away at Thailand for some training....

Okay I have extremely exciting news!! And that is i won the Sentosa's National day lucky draw thingy and its just so A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!

Kervon helped me fill up the forms since she's working there and cant participate or smth like that and like omg damn heng!!!!!!!!! I love you la you stupid potato.....

Its like a spa package worth 650++ and 500SGD CASH!!!!!!!!

When this girl called me up I couldnt believe like I thought it was a prank or smth..

Omg now I want to participate in every lucky draw!!

Seriously I didnt know lucky draws are like real, used to think its like fake, oh well maybe some of them are?

Oh yes the other night before 22 left for thailand I think we took about 4-5 hours just packing and rearranging like 1/2 of my wardrobe....

Oh my god the folding almost made me crazy! I almost gave up halfway, wanted to like chuck the whole pile of clothes somewhere ask my maid to slowly pack when she's awake....

But 22 nagged as usual, that we're supposed to complete tasks we intend to do, irresponsibility and yada yada blah blah.....

My wardrobe's with sliding doors so this is only half that is shown, They're 4 sections altogether....So the other half is to be continued when he's back.

It'll be worst because I'd rather fold then HANG!!!!!!!

Oh yes yesterday Boobs and me plus her parents took a bus to Jb, and it was like my 1st bus ride in I think 1and a half years? Really....

Not many pictures.

For dinner we had, 2 pepper crabs, 2 chilli crabs, Hotplate tofu, Oyster sauce Lettuce, Char siew fried rice, 2 bowls of Bak kut teh, Oyster omellette I think thats about it...

And OMG? It costed like only 120ringgit? Which is about 50SGD?!?!?!? Like cheap to the max I'm freakin gg there again next week and have 10 crabs. HOHOHO

Alrighty I'll be back again tmr for more boring, i-dont-care-if-you-dont-wana-know ramblingsss

TATA readersssssssss

WORK WORK WORK

2009-09-11T15:08:00.003+08:00

Ooooooooooh look at the ringsssssss.....
Daddy bought mummy one of them.
I didnt get any, bloody hell

I have been occupied with work thus the lack of updates, I think I love my job? Its all about laws and driving to the subordinate court...Sounds like a lawyer? I wish...

Oh my I'm craving for another holiday again, This year has been nothing but holidays HAHA

Hopefully I get a sponsored trip, so I wish to strike 4d this weekend!!!!!!!!!!!

HUAT AHHHHHHH!!

I havent bought shoes in 10 years leh, therefore the trip to Aldo laterrrr ;D

22's new scrambler which is way too high for me, I cant even get on properly!

Civic Type R, Good to go?

THE MENTALIST

2009-09-02T07:21:00.004+08:00

You know for so long there isnt a tv series that got me all excited until THE MENTALIST

My favourite crime drama genre!

Woman - "You're psychic?"

Patrick Jane - "No, just paying attention"

Those who watched the show know what i'm talkin about.....

Oooooh baby I gotta say he's the first 40 year old I like!!!

OMGOMG Season 2 will be premiering end of september, desperately cant friggin' wait!!!

RANDOM 2

2009-08-30T23:37:00.004+08:00

BB BOLD

2009-08-26T00:55:00.003+08:00

Sorrry for the lack of updates,
My life has been boring shit. Seriously. Boring. Shit.
I have been sleeping so much until I think my complexion became so radiant, Cant stop looking in the mirror just now. ;D

Lappies cocking up on me, I want to get another...Any recommendations on which brand?
No mac please.
I'm like a technology, electronic noob so I would appreciate some comments!!
Seriously, everyone's like using memory card adapter or like bluetooth or something else to transfer songs I use a cable wire and a cable wire only!
Until my whole table is filled with wires I dont even know which is which I gotta try to find out
HAHA

Oh yeah I got my Blackberry Bold and I'm loving it, Every morning when I'm awake my fingers press the menu button for no freaking reason I just have to press something!! Used to wonder whats so amazing why is every BB user so addicted and amazed, NOW I FINALLY KNOW. Nokia, Samsung, LG etc can go bang wall!! So now i gotta go get a nice handphone strap to finalize the look TEEHEE

Oh that day I saw a traffic police letter on the dining table for Mummy. Somehow I knew it was me. Haha. It was a warning letter, 78km/h only?!?!?!? Bloody helllll.

Okay, Cherie's back with my magazines. Gona read them then have my beauty sleep.
Good night world.

BINTAN ONCE AGAIN ;D

2009-08-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

Yayyyyyy I'll be visiting sunny relaxing island Bintan on Tuesday with 22 for his early birthday celebration....
I am so very excited!!!!
I already packed my luggage, can you imagine
OMG OMG OMG
The sand, the water, the jetski and the SPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
OMG OMG OMG
Tuesday is the day!

RANDOM 1

2009-08-10T07:14:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAYYYY

2009-08-09T18:13:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday SINGAPORE!
I'm home alone on a sunday and it feels good to be alone once again, havent had my own time since long ago.....

So let me tell you what i am currently obsessed over,

THESEEEEE!!!!!!!

Can get them at most 7eleven storessssss

$1 a packet with 5 stickers insideeeeee

When i first collected 22 and cherie was like 'Deprived childhood ah?'

Now cherie collects them too and 22 opens them with joy and found many ways to find the gold stickers in a packet!!!

I tell you its sooooooo fun

Amelia if you're reading this, this is what i've been telling you about so next time if you ever pass by 7eleven buy some for me ok!!!!

HAHA

Oh yea my pair of aldo heels baby....

Isnt it beautifulllllll

Ok time to prepare and head to Ehub's arcade with amelia to play our ball ball game!!!!!!!!

WORK WORK WORK!

2009-08-01T12:39:00.003+08:00

Omg there are so many jobs available for me nowwwwww

And I'm thinking of taking all of them!

Should I?

&&&

2009-07-28T15:36:00.002+08:00

This weekend was great because I went drinking!!!!!
Finally after like 10years!!!
AHHAHAHAHA
At my favourite sabaiiiiiiiii ;D

There are many nice movies out now, cant wait to watch all of themmmmmmm

I'M GR8

2009-07-16T22:54:00.004+08:00

17 ONLY LEH!!!

2009-07-16T22:54:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL LIEW'S SISTER!

One more year and you're 18 and you can NOT borrow my IC

HAHAHAHAHAHA

and we, the LIEWS can go conquer the alcohol and people and clubs everywhere together!!

And daddy will go bankrupt next year because I'll be 21 and you 18,

THATS WHEN HE HAVE TO SPEND $93874530948 ON OUR BIRTHDAYS.

HOHOHOHOHOHOHO

And then you can come back at any time of the night without him calling you a thousand times

Enjoy your boring birthday this year

LOL

SHAKALAKA

2009-07-15T04:02:00.004+08:00

This morning I went for dental, to extract my decayed-cracked-into-half tooth, Doctor gave me like 6 jabs altogether OMGGGG
He didnt inform me ok!!!!! Guess he knew I would go crazy if he did.
But I didnt get nervous this time, just kept thinking about my new aldo heels..... aldo heeels......aldo heeeels....aldo heels....

Mummy has been passing down her jewellery to me.
More to come!!!!!!!!
Aiming for the 1.5carat ;D

SHAKE-A-BON-BON

2009-07-13T17:08:00.006+08:00

I luv luv luvvvvv my new hair colour

Wednesday me and Boobs went to dye our hair!

She did brown, I did a few shades lighter then my previous colour and I'm so very happy with it

I just hope my roots dont grow out asap :(

Recently I have been up to nothing as usual....Just bought BEBE jumper and ALDO heels!!!

Feels soooo good to shop after I do not know how long

Some pictures from mum's bday!

Alrighty now for some hardcore laughing......

SECRETS

2009-07-12T17:58:00.000+08:00

The thing people forget is how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free. Whether good or bad, at least they’re out in the open. And once your secrets are out in the open, you don’t have to hide behind them anymore. The problem with secrets is even when you think you’re in control, you’re not.
— Grey’s Anatomy

NEVER FORGET

2009-07-06T16:51:00.004+08:00

Its all these alone time which makes me go crazy at this point of time.
Everyone's trying to convince me it was a mistake, and yes I'm trying my best to cope with the fact it was a mistake......
Its hard, to accept all these thats slapping me in the face now
Yes I'm fine when there are the people I love around me constantly reminding me I made the right choice
No I'm not fine when I'm alone having a million and one thoughts running through my head like its never gona end

I miss you, I think I always will, no matter what.
Its harder to say goodbye, and what you've been through....Even if it was only a few days
040709 <3

SOMETIMES

2009-06-29T11:02:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I wonder what my life would be if i followed my true feelings and worked so hard to achieve my dreams i've always wished of living. But few seconds later I tell myself, dreams dont come true. These thoughts repeat like an endless cycle of hoping for my dreams, half motivating myself and then giving up.Its easier to say that I've tried rather then to actually fail and it just all seems i'm just trapped in this average life of mine where I'll remain just like any other person who chooses to not have a future......

Sometimes i wonder if you go through the feelings i go through, if you ever remember the memmories like i do... i guess ill never find out if it was truely love...

Sometimes I wish i was another person, not that i hate being myself but I would have different reactions to different situations...

Sometimes I wish that even for a few minutes, you all could feel exactly how I feel.

Sometimes it tears me apart to know I have to be strong and put up with all the pressure and wonder if I can tell the truth or would it be too much to handle for others.

Sometimes I exaggerate my issues because people dont understand how much the little things hurt.

Sometimes I realize that I'm the one keeping myself from happiness that when things in my life are finally going okay, I overanalyze the small things until I being to hate my life again.

Sometimes I listen to a sad song, write a depressing poem, and just want to be left alone.

LIFE

2009-06-23T08:39:00.002+08:00

Life isn’t supposed to be an all or nothing battle between misery and bliss. Life isn’t supposed to be a battle at all. And when it comes to happiness, well, sometimes life is just ok, sometimes it’s comfortable, sometimes wonderful, sometimes boring, sometimes unpleasant. When your day’s not perfect, it’s not a failure or a terrible loss. It’s just another day.

- Barbara Sher

HAPPY FATHERS DAY

2009-06-21T22:16:00.002+08:00

You know what it means to have a father like my dad?
Like basically everything a person can ever ask for, plus all the unconditional love and care he has given to my family and friends!
I would thank him for allll the neverending patience and forgiving heart he has with me
Because of all these I became strong and confident in what i can do with my talents and opportunities
He has inspired me to believe in myself and never ever settle for less that i am capable of doing
He also has always being teaching me the importance of family priority and that 'CASH IS KING!'
So i would like him to know that no matter where i go or what i do, there will always be a part of you in my heart
And though he has given me a strong foundation on how to grow up I would definitely want him to know that no matter how old i am,
I will always need him.
love crystalllll
;D

Be jealous people HEHEHE
I think he's like better then god lor.....
And you must be thinking why I'm blogging, because I thought of writing a card to buying a watch for him
Decided to get a watch for him from Kenneth Cole,
so I'll just post this super cheesy+sweet note here HAHA

RANDOM

2009-06-18T04:59:00.000+08:00

PARENTS 22ND ANNI

2009-06-15T18:50:00.003+08:00

Omg my dad says he's going to throw a big big big party for my mums and his 25th Anni.....Omg I want a husband like my dadddddddy
;D
Anyway check out my gucci bag TEEEEEEHEEEEEE

FEELINGS, I HATE YOU

2009-06-15T18:28:00.003+08:00

Actually its nice being alone.. in whatever i do

Because people tend to piss me off easily..

I'm short tempered, I admit.

I wish I could stop complaining,

Sometimes I wish I didnt have feelings, feelings are so disturbing....

Thats something we can never control

It changes as quick as time, which causes others to think we're fickle or whatever negative traits there is.

Feelings are cruel......

They give you pain and headaches and fucked up thinking

:(

THE SIMS 3!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-11T23:32:00.002+08:00

22 surprised me with this just now!!
I've been yakking about MrSims3 ever since i saw on FB that its launching in June,
Always wanted to visit challenger but i end up staying home watching tv and lazing around.
Can you imagine up till now I'm still stuck onto Sims 2?
Now that I have Sims 3 i can kiss Sims 2 goodbye!!!!

I have this love-hate relationship with surprises.
No. 1 I seriously do not know how to react whenever I'm surprised, Cry? Smile? Act like I know?
No. 2 I hate the weird feeling
No. 3 There are times when you think 'Dont tell me going to surprise me again, then you get all excited IN THE END REALLY NO SURPRISE AT ALL!!'

Whatever it is,
I am fucking excited to play my sims 3
Its installing now and my heart is going BI POK BI POK BI POK
HAHAHAHAHA

LAZY LIEW

2009-06-10T01:47:00.002+08:00

Since i woke up till now, I have been sitting my fat ass on the sofa making bracelets that almost made me go blind while watching tv.
Thats a whole 10 hours of accumulated fats.
Plus dont forget about the 48$ pizza hut bill I ordered.

I'm so hooked channel's 8 'The ultimatum' My god How much I long to cut my freaking hair like Zoe Tays.......But I dont have a single green light from anyone to do it.
Everyone's like 'No lah, your hair so long'
Got such thing called extensions which are fucking $1 per piece now!!!!!
And do 100 strands get 100 strands free lor!!!!
Wtf
I remember doing it for $350 in the past....Nb.

GSS making me go crazy
Prices are discounted like up to 70%!!!!!!
Just like my the coach sneakers i just got....
Many others I will upload the pictures soonnnnn
Very soon ok.
Pardon my lazinessssssssssssssssssss
:D

2009-06-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

“ Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And today? Today is a gift. That’s why we call it the present. "
- Babatunde Olatunji

STRAWBERRIES

2009-06-04T11:47:00.003+08:00

Recently I developed a crazy obsession, Strawberries!

I ate one whole box of strawberries the other night I felt so sick the next morning

Look at these heavenly yet sinful strawberry desssserts.

I'm drooling all over the keyboard already.......

Oh yes This is the longest time where I havent consumed alcohol or shopped you know!!! I'm quite proud of myself...And I realised actually there are many things out there where you dont need money to do!

GGOOOODDBBYEEEEE

SHAG

2009-05-27T00:03:00.005+08:00

These few days have been lethargic..
Because of too much sleep.
I want to mahjong every other day =(

School for me starts in August, not the May intake.
Because of the processing nonsense, I dont know my dad handles those.

Oh yes there's a new horoscope!! So instead of 12 now, we have an additional horoscope which makes it 13!!
Its called Ophiuchus
Means all of our horoscopes have changed!!
I'm not scorpio anymore, My horoscope is now Libra
EEW I HATE LIBRAS
Its all up to you if you want to believe
I seriously dont HAHA
I'm a hardcore scorpio!!!

More here

THANK YOU TIMES ONE MILLION

2009-05-20T02:11:00.002+08:00

Whoever is the commentor in my previous post, sunflower?
I want to thank you for all those words of encouragement!
You wouldnt know how much those words mean to me, It gave me so much drive to succeed!
Its so touching to find that there are people out there you dont know that actually cares by just reading your blog!
The feeling is definitely better than......buying shoes!
I am a happy woman and I finally feel really good after a long time.

Isnt it amazing?
Suddenly i feel like the most blessed human in the entire earth and i promise not to ask for more!

;D

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2009-05-18T17:12:00.002+08:00

I HAVE TO STOP GAINING WEIGHT

2009-05-13T13:10:00.004+08:00

Pictures on mothers day
We celebrated at food courts on both days
Can you imagine
Damn lame

I'm going to be like an ordinary singaporean girl complaining about gaining weight.

But I really hope I could just erase the past like 3 days and my utter lack of self control!

I'm not even stepping on a scale because it is very very demoralising.

I'm not talking about diets or losing weight,

I'm talking bout junk & fried food!

I've been throwing them into my mouth without thinking,
I just pop them into my mouth, chew, swallow.
And there, I cant undo it.

DAMN

Let me tell you all my plans,

I'm going to enrol in Singapore Logistics Association since my dad has said to let me work with him....At the same time

Since I have something built up for me already might as well take it and improvise it from there.....

This time I have to study!

But guess what, I cant see myself as a businesswoman!

Kinda exciting when you talking about the earning powerrrrrr

WHOOOOOO

Plans are like pointless things for me to make, though, I've come to find.

I do things on impulse, and things always turns out better than all my plans.

I like being spur of the moment

Keeps things relatively mysterious and exciting

But i have to keep my head in gear cause I've been had like a couple of weeks of LIFE.

So, back to reality -.-

HATE TO SAY THAT

I WANT TO MAKE IT RIGHT

2009-05-07T00:17:00.004+08:00

After weeks of staying home and turning into an tired angry ball of depression
Parents and 22 have been nice still, they havent force me to get a job or go back to school
I can still relac one corner at 20!
My dad just has been asking me NICELY to take up some course on freightforwarding/import&export so that i can help him with his business.
But school!
I wish I could stop complaining and just go back to school since all expenses are paid for
I might even get a freaking car man!!

But its going against my own will, and I dare not promise I'll stay in school till i graduate
My god all these factors of school are stressing me out
Its time to meditate and try to bring out my inner nerd
HAHA

Xoxo,

WOW

2009-05-05T14:31:00.000+08:00

I believe everything happens for a reason

People change so that you can learn to let go

Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right

You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself

And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together

ABDCDEFG

2009-05-03T18:10:00.001+08:00

BORING POST

2009-05-03T11:28:00.003+08:00

Recently I've been so crazy over Restaurant city on Fb
Come to think of it its stupid and just like what 22 said "WASTE TIME, YOU CAN GO DO SMTH ELSE"
I recently became the biggest shake leg woman in sg hahaha

Had a heart to heart talk with Daddy yesterday over all my problems, He told me losta cock and bull story but it was useful and it amazingly went in my head. That what makes him himself today, thats why he told me he didnt want lotsa friends, because in the end you naturally lose out.
I mean what he said was very true, people ALWAYS learn the hard way, that definitely includes me.
He said just find yourself a stable job, have a family with the right guy, from then on, your life will be smooth sailing.
Because nothing is more precious than having children and taking care of them with all your heart and soul.

But I'll cancel the stable job and add in HOUSEWIFE Teehee

Ok back to restaurant city

BEND AND SNAP

2009-05-02T14:13:00.003+08:00

I'm stretching away every night to achieve this. I'm probably only half way there, but I'm gona learn it, take an exact picture like this, And paste that picture all around my room haha

And this is fucking sick.

Thought i wanted to share with you all and then be retarded like me bending backwards and screaming in your head "OMG HOW CAN HE DO THAT?!"

I need to club. And I am still thinking about my Dr.Martens.

Vivo's pedder red didnt sell them.

Taka's next on my list.

I have to get those bootttttttsssssssssssssssssss

Its better to say too much than never to say what you need to say

FUCK A DUCK

2009-05-02T11:36:00.003+08:00

I found the most amazing thing.......

Was at Mustafa the other night and I fell in love with this!!
So cool man, now i dont have to self-time eggs!!

Thumbs up for the egg-timer creator!!

i need to learn how to stop putting the fate of my happiness in other people's hands.
i just always end up sadder.

BU KE YI SHUI JIAO LEH

2009-04-30T08:56:00.002+08:00

I cant fucking wait to get my Dr. Martens!!!!!

:D :D :D :D

JON & KATE PLUS 8

2009-04-28T06:55:00.003+08:00

I've always wanted to harp about how much I love love love the show 'Jon and Kate plus 8'

Its about a couple who had twins then sextuplets, 8 children altogether. How nice!!

Go watch it on youtube, I watch it every night over and over again. Really, I can swear.

All the episodes, I'm a hardcore fan of children HEHE

Oh yes I havent mentioned last saturday 22 and I visited Sabai alone!! Just the both of us, we finished a bottle like in the shortest time ever.

It was so freaking awkward at first we kept laughing and I couldnt stop telling him how weird I felt......

Can you imagine usually its like "EH CHEERS CHEERS CHEERS!" Then he goes off talking to his friends and like drinking crazily while i go cheers with the other tables..

That night was so dry, like "CHEERS" Then we start laughing every second Ohhhhhhhhmyyyyy

HAHA

I was so drunk, He was like still quite awake to me o.O

I wonder how he dragged me home this time....

But still I look forward to more nights like these!!

THINK POSITIVE THOUGHTS

2009-04-27T18:43:00.003+08:00

This is going to be the hardest two to three weeks for me. I guess i need this so i can be ok. I really want to be ok.
Ive gotten a little bit better but not completely. i just gotta get through all of this.
for my sanity's sake.

22 has been sucha sweetheart, he talked so much fucking sense into me i'm starting to become another person. He texted me that I still have my family, Amanda, Timmy and him! Whats with Timmy man HAHAHAHAH I laughed like crazy...Anyway its just fucking true......Maximize positive thoughts.

Yayyyyyy time to cook.

TROUBLE

2009-04-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

This is a fucking retarded world with extremely retarded people.
That includes me.
I wish I could be as heartless as all of you
How dumb can I be to think friends are true and forever?
Oh wellllllll life goes on.

And despite how much it fucking sucks that i have to re-formulate and live my life surrounded with complications really sucks after all this shit.
But i never wanted to hurt, either, believe it or not.
I will sit by silently, and act like i don't exist, as if that is easy for me to do.

Dont people have minds?
Goodness gracious.

I'M GONA BE A BOSS!!

2009-04-20T19:43:00.003+08:00

Last night I finally met Boobs. After a long time of not seeing her, even 1 week is long for us... We used to see each other every freaking day ok. We still had many endless topics, HAHA

Most importantly, we talked business.
OMG I'm gona become my own boss soon!! After much consideration, ever since i left Viva....I refuse to find a job or work for my dad. :X
We're still finding a good + cheap location so all you people out there wait for my notice and please come support hor!!

But before I start my own business....
I would like to not be such a judgemental bitch.
I would like to not be so finicky, so ridiculously indecisive,with every tiny aspect of life.
I would like to think for myself, and not let other people's opinions become my own.
I would like to be able to take care of myself.
I would like to be the most independent person ever.
I would like to be wonderful.
I would like to be someone,that makes everything light, positive, sparkly, beautiful, etheral and soft.

there are so many people i consider to be a completely enthusiastic, positive, optimistic influence,

I want to have that kind of impact on people.
I want to be successful.
I want I want I want. I always want everything, contradict myself, when i criticize other's lack of ambition, 'talk but never do'

HK DAY 3 & 4

2009-04-19T19:05:00.005+08:00

Day 3

Duckkkkk riceeeeee to start my day bright and cheery.
You know how I'm so not a morning person......

I dont favour potatoes but this expensive potato left me eating 2 of it!!

Pigeons, my love. HAHAHA

Day 4

Last night I asked myself if I were read a bio bout me being really happy with myself?

Couldnt really come up with a definite answer

I hope so. i knew exactly what happened to me, and my answer, after i decoded the reality of the situation answer was simply "no, i don't think i would want to read it."

HK DAY 1 & 2

2009-04-17T01:25:00.007+08:00

Back from HK with alot of excess ~~baggage~~ weight
The food was so irresistable *Slurps*

I'm so in with jumpshots. My mum did one for me....HAHAH

The bestest pearl milk tea in the entire universe..Fucking omg the taste is mamma miaaaaa

2nd day we went to Harbour City I think?
Cant really remember the shopping centre names. I memorise the way there by foot HAHA
Weather was superb.

Day 3 and 4 nexxxxxxxxxxt :D

TIME REALLY FLIES

2009-04-07T08:46:00.000+08:00

QUESTION EVERYTHING

2009-04-06T06:14:00.002+08:00

Lies, that is the word that has been repeating in my head. Honesty, is not a common word to many people. I still can not wrap my head around what has been happening lately. Not very surprising things at all, disappointing is more the word I would use. Heartless, another perfect word.

I need to get out of here. I need to new people, new problems, new places. I need to get away from this past that has lead me to be this way. I am haunted by the lies and tears. They won't go away, maybe for a little while. All I know is I want something new, something fresh.

But I also have to say something about the people who have been here always. I thank you. You mean everything to me. I thank you for thinking for yourself and being honest. I thank you for telling me what the truth is even if I acted ungrateful. I apologize. I want to thank you for being there for me even if I did not speak. Thank you.

My BKK trip's cancellled. Oh well. Shit always happens.

A VERY LATE POST

2009-04-06T06:04:00.005+08:00

I finally am done with the Bintan pictures.......

Click here to seeee more!

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/album.php?aid=72750&id=678629066

I was supposed to sabai just now, but I had to have like bad cough and my period.

Oh great, another night alone.

THIS SHIT IS BANANAS

2009-04-03T07:51:00.004+08:00

I've been feeling so lethargic recently. Today I got a wave of heat and had to sit down, I haven't felt right since. It's probably something internal I'm sure.

I haven't been that great to my body lately. Now I'm having stomach upsets everyday.

And I also noticed I have been sleeping much more than a normal person would, or have I always?

Daddy's birthday tomorrow, thought of giving him the best present ever and thats to quit my job.

Since amelia's leaving already..

Still contemplating.

Still on the hunt for the perfect job, would generally prefer to work from home.

So HOUSEWIFE would be great

HAHAHAHAHAHA

And I miss my Boobs after 2 days of not seeing her.

SOMETIMES I THINK, SOMETIMES I DONT.

2009-03-30T08:11:00.003+08:00

Omg I've been on a mahjong spree ever since 22 went to taiwan. And now I'm craving to play!!!!

I havent bought shoes in a llllllllllooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg time I shall go take a look at Peddder Red soon.

My life has a superb cast but i cant figure out the plot.

I. AM. BACK.

2009-03-22T10:18:00.006+08:00

Bintan was relaxing.... We bought a waterproof disposable camera so let me develop the pictures first before posting the rest of my digi cam.

In the meanwhile, pictures of last night.
It was my uncles 60th birthday celebration at i forget what name is the restaurant called haha
We had like many many bottles of champagne and white wine
YUMMMMMMMM

CHERIE CAUGHT ME ROLLING MY EYES AFTER MY UNCLE SAID 'OK! EVERY WOMAN HAS TO GIVE ME A KISS!'

TAK GLAM AH.

Work after that, everyone was high leh. Exept me.

Oh yes, the picture below is Amelia's new lover....

BTW SHE'S SINGLE EVERYONE!!

I dont reallly look in the mirror now because i look

like some psycho retard, I havent had the time or rather money to go touch up my roots leh. TSK

I have 2 more weeks till 22 comes back, I hate the stupid I-MISS-YOU feeling, its like so horrible and painful i bet everyone of you experienced it before

And and!!

I havent partied since erm like year 2000? I miss sabai. Stupid nobody want to go with me!!!

One day i should try blogging when i'm unsober

I've always wanted to try that!

CHA CHAM BOHHHH~

2009-03-13T14:38:00.004+08:00

Last night at work.I absolutely love jump shots, cracks me up everytime without fail.

22 left for taiwan on Tuesday night for a month. Dont know how I'm gona survive the weekends without him, just hope Boobs dont always BF HERE BF THERE. HAHA

Oh yessss Me and Boobs Bintan trip is nearing...I cant wait to get into a bikini and just laze around the beach again I AM VERRRYYYYYY EXCITEDDDD!

Oh and another thing, after Bintan, my daddy is bringing us to BKK!!!!!!!!!! I'm thinking of a wardrobe revamp!!!! But that will take me, I think about 4 and a half years to clear out my wardrobe.

Seriously I'm not trying to be proud or boastful, its true that I have too many clothes I cant make up my mind what to wear everytime I'm dressing up. So what the fuck am I going to wear to work later? TSK.

This video made me cry so hard, I got all emo and upset the whole time the other night.

LET THERE BE HAPPINESS

2009-03-12T14:14:00.006+08:00

I realised I havent updated since 3rd of March!
Blame 22, because I always want to spend every second with him.
;D

So from 6th-8th I was a KL, Shopping and eating my brains out with him.
Sale everywhere I was so fucking hyper and jumpy everytime i walked out of the hotel room.

My new kicks yo'

I'm starting to hate my hair alot LIKE A-L-O-T

HOW?

I WANT TO TRUST

2009-03-03T17:42:00.003+08:00

I honestly have no idea what is going on right now. My heart was so happy for a week now it is back to what it was, not fully but almost. I believe that everything happens for a reason but why now, when it was just the start of the Happy life? I wish I wasn't so impatient, I wish I didn't care at all. I wish I could let this just pass. But I cant, and the feelings sucks.

I feel hopeless. I feel so badly fucked up I can't stand it. I am trying so hard to be patient and not push to hard. I don't know how I fell so hard. Sometimes I think about it and wonder where it started. All I know is it is an intense feeling of want and need. It's really taking me over entirely. I feel overwhelmed and frustrated. I am trying so hard to be calm that I feel totally out of control. I just want you to give me some relief but it looks like I will have to wait, for quite a long time. Am i not right?

Another emo afternoooooooooon sigh.

EXCEPTIONALLY HAPPY

2009-02-27T06:31:00.005+08:00

Yay!!!!!! I'm so happy and excited about my KL trip with 22
We're leaving next friday but i'm dreading the stupid coach ride there

And I'm going to shop until i literally drop!!

Oh yes, and another happy news......I found my credit card!!

My dad hid it in his drawer, i wanted to scream ok......
That day was taking money from the leftover extra angbao money to pump petrol,
I saw my maids passport so i kpo go see, suddenly something dropped out i looked on the floor and

*TADAH*

My friggin' CC
My friggin' CC
I could only rejoice to myself

I didnt take it back. It isnt time, YET.
Its time when my KL trip is nearingggggggggg
HOHOHO

22 has been exceptionally nice today,

Kinda scares me?

Here's to more weeks of happiness!

*TAKES A GLASS OF BRANDY AND TOASTS TO ALL OF YOU OUT THERE*

DONT WORRY BE HAPPY

2009-02-25T08:09:00.004+08:00

Work was exceptionally fun today!

I had a surprise guests!!

Trav and Renee!!

They dropped by for awhile,

I was soooo sooooo sooooo happy

We gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped and gossipped

It was so fun, you two should come down more often pleaseeeeeeeee

:)

Then later on 007bang! with weihao and the rest,

I'm so lovin that game i'll make all the customers play it with me next time

HOHO

LOVE CONQUERS ALL

2009-02-23T08:52:00.007+08:00

Last night Boobie and I went prawning and caught 1kg of prawns!!
Thats quite alot man really.

My poor 22 is having his 72km walk today. Can you imagine they have been walking since 10am?! Its 10pm and they're not even halfway there...
Some walks might even take like 20 over hours i heard
Awwwww poor child,
My little gayboy.

I'm starving and my mum isn't home with my duck rice yet.

I dont like this feeeeeeeeeelinggggggggg

Better In Time

SETTLE DOWN

HAPPY

LASHES

15 THINGS TO MAKE YOUR PARENTS THINK YOU'RE INSANE!!

1/1/2011

BTB (BACK TO BLOGGING)

OKAY

YES?

PRADAAAA

IPADDDDDD

^^

香港 第二&三天

QUICK POST

香港 第一天

Job!!!!!!! LESS

BANGKOK FOR YOUUU DAY 2 & 3

HMMMMMMMM?

BANGKOK FOR YOUUU

BKK

BIG GIRLS DONT CRY

DA DA DA DAAAAA

ME IS HAPPY GIRL NOW OK

CLICKITY

RANDOM 5

BROKE

DEAD

MOONWALK

Give me a reason

OH WELL

SQUARE ONE

BEEN SO LONG

:( :( :(

IF ONLY

LETS TALK ABOUT IT

SPA

RANDOM 4

OMGWTFBBQ

XMAS EVE

JINGLE BELL ROCK

SUPPORT SUPPORT

Selling Post!

BURFIDAYIEEEEEEEEEEE

RANDOM 3

<3 JIGSAW PUZZLES

FORTUNE TELLING

LUCKY DRAWS ARE REAL!!

WORK WORK WORK

THE MENTALIST

RANDOM 2

BB BOLD

BINTAN ONCE AGAIN ;D

RANDOM 1

HAPPY NATIONAL DAYYYY

WORK WORK WORK!

&&&

I'M GR8

17 ONLY LEH!!!

SHAKALAKA

SHAKE-A-BON-BON

SECRETS

NEVER FORGET

SOMETIMES

LIFE

HAPPY FATHERS DAY

RANDOM

PARENTS 22ND ANNI

FEELINGS, I HATE YOU

THE SIMS 3!!!!!!!!!!

LAZY LIEW

STRAWBERRIES

SHAG

THANK YOU TIMES ONE MILLION

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I HAVE TO STOP GAINING WEIGHT

I WANT TO MAKE IT RIGHT

WOW

ABDCDEFG

BORING POST

BEND AND SNAP

香港第二&三天

香港第一天